October 2011
2 posts
August 2011
2 posts
There are only a few moments in life that leave me completely speechless. The moment when your tears replace your lost for words. Rest in Love to my auntie Ursula Rosa..I Love You.
3 things I want in a relationship: Eyes that wont cry, lips than wont lie, and love that wont die.
July 2011
28 posts
Sometimes I put walls up not to keep people out and not to keep them away, but to see who cares enough to break these walls down. Their are only a couple of friends that will be that sledge hammer no matter the time and day. There the ones that can tell somethings wrong through the tone of your voice or through a single text message. Goal: never lose these special individuals i am truelly...
sometimes I just feel like a grow up faster than others. And immature shit is just not funny anymore.
That awkward moment when you're trying to steal...
Turning the page to the next chapter.
I avoided the thought of seeing her in another mans arms. Her hand wrapped, but not by mines. Her laugh, but not from me. That smile I remembered; made my heart warm, that’s all I wanted for her. Her Happiness.
Anonymous asked: Chancces
1st, because you deserved it
2nd, because everyone makes mistakes
3rd, because i cared
4th, because i loved you
5th, because i couldnt lose you
6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th...
fuck me, but i was probably asking for it.
1st, because you deserved it
2nd, because everyone makes mistakes
3rd, because i cared
4th, because i loved you
5th, because i couldnt lose you
6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th...
fuck me, but i was probably asking for it.
I dont need to be something to everyone, but i’d like to be everything to someone
trustME
A friend asked me how did I make my relationships last so long. I sat their thinking hard for what felt like hours trying to figure out why my relationships lasted so long. But the only thing I could think about was how it always ended. Well this is what i could come up with. TRUST. I always trusted her to make the right decisions even when faced with two evils. I trusted her to be their for...
Nothing more.
Have you ever got that feeling where it feels like your setting yourself up to fail? I try to do what i think is right. I try to be their when I’m needed and wanted. I try to be supporting. I’m the ears that listen. I’m the voice that tries to calm. But in the end I’m just any other person. Nothing more.
DUCKY! ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮
Random Fact #6
I read and watched all the Harry Potter books and movies. I enjoyed following them to the end.
Random fact #5:
I enjoy the simple things in a relationship. Those are also the things i miss the most.
Just like you...i get lonely too.
hadAchance
I missed my chance and all I can do is be happy for her. She is happy where she’s at and I’m content where I am. For now I’ll just become a ghost, that shadow behind her. I wont always be their but when I am I promise I’ll make it count. and when you need me I promise I’ll be around. But for now…oh well.
Reminded of you.
Its been a while since we’ve been together, though on the occasion we still see each other; its not the same. The memories that we’ve built together were strong and now that were apart I can’t help but become reminded of all the moments we shared. It seems that to this day everywhere I go I am still reminded of you. Everyday at work I walk by our table in the food court the table that we...
Someguysjustdon'thaveit!
in·teg·ri·ty
[in-teg-ri-tee]
–noun
1. adherence to moral and ethical principles; soundness of moral character; honesty. 2. the state of being whole, entire, or undiminished: to preserve the integrity of the empire. —Synonyms 1. rectitude, probity, virtue. See honor. —Antonyms 1. dishonesty.
Reminding me so.
Be patience in the way that you don’t go through your days searching for someone new, something that makes you happy. But its better to just realize that you’ve acquired it and have some new appreciation for it.
Random Fact #4
One of my pet peeves: When people say something and don’t man up to there own words irritates me. Once its out in the open its out their.
Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she’ll stay for a while ♥
Random Fact #3
May not look like it. But I’m a softy! :)
Random fact #2:
I love watching movies
NiceguysfinishLAST.
Is seems like being nice only gives other people more opportunity to walk all over you. It seems like every time I try and be the bigger person to fix things I walk away unsatisfied and unhappy it take a piece of me every time. But its my fault because I choose the people I’m around. Goal: be with people the appreciate me and I can appreciate them.
reconnect
It always fun hanging with old friends from high school. We always seem to talk about random topics, and do things that we used to do in high school. Mostly drive really far to random places and burn. It was an adventure I was craving for.
June 2011
23 posts
“When was the last time you did something for the first time”. Challenge yourself
Growing Old is INEVITABLE, Growing Up is OPTIONAL :)
I'd be lying.
If I told you I was perfect, I’d be lying.
If I told you, you drive me crazy,I’d be lying.
If I told you I didn’t like doing the “cute” things for you, I’d be lying.
If I told you I didn’t need you, I’d be lying.
If I told you I want you here with me, I wouldn’t be lying.
Once in a small time.
Its easy to forgot who you are where you come from and where you live. Every once in a while you have to step back take a deep breath and remember your purpose your goal and yourself. Enjoy the little things…when somebody waves at you wave back, when someone smiles at you smile back, if someone is their for you be their for them. I live in one of the most beautifull places on earth, I...
Endless.
When you have a bad day, you remain optimistic. When you have two bad days you hope your weekend will be good. As the weekend passes and bad days turn into bad weeks, you never think its going to end. I’m just another shadow I guess I deserve this because it never seems to end.
The awkward moment when the weirdest person in...
YOU:
When your mom asks you to clean.
How she thinks you would clean:
But in reality you clean like:
LOst
“Just think how happy you would be if you lost everything you have right now, and then got it back”
Addicted
Waking up from a long night trying to remember what has happened, is happening more and more. As I lay their having only a slight recollection I think back and It hasn’t always been this way. My chest burns, my stomach aches, and my mind spins. It’s weird to think only a year ago I was Happier, Sober, and was in the process of achieving my goals. And now all what seemed to be...
Only in America
“Only in America do banks leave both doors open and then chain pens to the counter. Only in America do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put useless junk in the garage. And only in America do we buy hot dogs in 10-packs and buns in 8-packs.”