HI.life

There are only a few moments in life that leave me completely speechless.  The moment when your tears replace your lost for words.  Rest in Love to my auntie Ursula Rosa..I Love You.

3 things I want in a relationship: Eyes that wont cry, lips than wont lie, and love that wont die.

Sometimes I put walls up not to keep people out and not to keep them away, but to see who cares enough to break these walls down.  Their are only a couple of friends that will be that sledge hammer no matter the time and day.  There the ones that can tell somethings wrong through the tone of your voice or through a single text message. Goal: never lose these special individuals i am truelly thankful for them.

sometimes I just feel like a grow up faster than others.  And immature shit is just not funny anymore.

(Source: secrets-of-ana)

I avoided the thought of seeing her in another mans arms.  Her hand wrapped, but not by mines.  Her laugh, but not from me.  That smile I remembered; made my heart warm, that’s all I wanted for her.  Her Happiness.

Anonymous asked: Chancces

1st, because you deserved it
2nd, because everyone makes mistakes
3rd, because i cared
4th, because i loved you
5th, because i couldnt lose you
6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th...
fuck me, but i was probably asking for it.

???? i dont understand the question ????

I dont need to be something to everyone, but i’d like to be everything to someone

A friend asked me how did I make my relationships last so long.  I sat their thinking hard for what felt like hours trying to figure out why my relationships lasted so long.  But the only thing I could think about was how it always ended.  Well this is what i could come up with. TRUST.  I always trusted her to make the right decisions even when faced with two evils.  I trusted her to be their for me when I needed her the most.  I trusted her with my deepest feelings and thoughts.  I trusted her completely. aaaannndd also the random flowers, big tight hugs, kisses on the cheek, kisses on the forehead.aaannnyyywayys.  It was the day that I stopped trusting her completely my relationship started falling apart.  It was the day she started to lose my trust that I couldn’t keep going. 

Have you ever got that feeling where it feels like your setting yourself up to fail?  I try to do what i think is right.  I try to be their when I’m needed and wanted.  I try to be supporting.  I’m the ears that listen.  I’m the voice that tries to calm.  But in the end I’m just any other person.  Nothing more.

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